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You're my wonderwall ;

GOD ; Music has never sounded so sweet, Words can never run dry <3
Who compares to you?

The Dings, the Clips, GB70thCOY, YFcbc, NC'06 - BRAVO4, the Sexy People, 2A'05

Thursday, February 01, 2007

I MOVED.

ask me for the new url!

5:31 AM
i live for ME

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

LOVE ME FOR ME

hey yo.
hahaha well, today was okay la.
no different from the rest of the days.
but assembly! HILARIOUS
before that, we had emergency fire drill
and then although it was damn cold the whole morning, the sun was happily shining brightly on all of us
and then because mr teo was using the black box, we all cldnt hear what he was saying at all.
haha me and tanjuiwei was like happily tanning la.
lol

and then assembly. nothing much. talks all the way
but when you got bernice, kalvinder and tanjuiwei around you
everything becomes funny!
we were like dissing everyone and anyone!
okay, especially kalvinder, my very funny friend
HAHA

Please come now i think i'm falling
I'm holding on to all i think is safe
It seems i found the road to nowher$$e
And i'm trying to escape

I yelled back when i heard thunder
But i'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

I'm looking down now that it's over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought i found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in his grace

I cried out heaven save me
But i'm down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down
Ain't so far down

Sad eyes follow me
But i still believe there's something left for me

So please come stay with me
Because i still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and i'm thinking

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
Maybe six feet
Ain't so far down

Hold me now
I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
Maybe six feet
Ain't so far down, I'm so far down

Please come now I think I'm falling and I'm holding on to all I think is safe

ey.
the guitar intro is damn nice (:
hello hello cute guys, play this or meeeee :D

3:56 AM
i live for ME

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

WHEN THE STARS GO BLUE

you know, i've listened to that song a million and one times
but today, as i listened to it during F&N, i was like
yea, what a damn good song that it.

hahaha yes
well, school was pretty fine.
had PD practice after school in church.
the girls are improving improving improving
we have about 30-40 seconds left in the song!
and then we're DONE.
HAHAHA well, the sucky thing is that we gta have trgs EVERYDAY after school for AT LEAST AN HOUR.
its not neccessarily a bad thing. well, really.
one hour's not THAT bad, and after all, it IS a NATIONAL DRILL COMPETITION
so yes, im praying praying praying! that we'd do REALLY REALLY wellll!
lol. although i'd be wearing my boots 6 times a week and all
it's probably worth it :D

yeaaaa. stayed in macs
to help Eileen with her orientation proposal
i see them so stressed! scares me really
so guys, please take it easy alright.

bus-ed home
music was G-R-E-A-T
really vintage soothing songs
like my sacrifice by creed
wherever you will go by the calling
and all that.

and i seriously think im growing oldddd.
getting tired so easily! and cold too!
HAHA
well, this year, im gna
#1. concentrate on Os
#2. get a GOLD for drill competiton!
#3. RETIRE FROM SECONDARY SCHOOL HAPPIILLLYYYY :D

they say this life is overrated.

5:20 AM
i live for ME

Monday, January 29, 2007

I DIDN'T STEAL YOUR BOYFRIEND

urgh. i feel horrible.
horrible. horrid. yea.

i've spent the better half of this morning playing the piano, trying to comfort myself
HAHA. oh how pathetic!
but yes, since my house has such great view, i shall sit on the balcony
attempt to do sme hmwk, or at least think of the PD steps
and watch the hot dragon boaters, well, dragon boat.
heh.

OH YES
jiang got his first pay alreadyyy
so im totally waiting for the 200grams of butterscotch and pecan
of course he didn't forget, right? :D

i really really wish i could fast forward time, and then just pause it there for a really long time
to the period when Os are so over, but i still get to meet up with my friends and basically bum and chill.
tsk. not even 16 yet, and im complaining. haha

and as varian NEVER fails to remind me, Valentines day is coming!
meaning i gta get people to plan.
then there's investiture
and PD.
and hmwk.
and and and.

and pao, ive decided!
we shall go with boyfriend.
HAH.
okay?

Geraldine
Eraldine
Raldine
Aldine
Ldine
Dine
Ine
Ne
E.

who doesn't like my nameee?
let's kick-ass, baby (:

12:32 AM
i live for ME

Sunday, January 28, 2007

I'D DO ANYTHING

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight

This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Some how I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you

Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back

So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting

This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again

I'd do anythingJust to hold you in my arms
Try to make you laugh
Some how I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz i know I won't forget you

I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep
I can't forget you

Nanana (2 x)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana (2 x)

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Some how I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
To fall asleep with you, with you yea
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
To try to make you laugh
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
Cuz I know I won't forget you

oh, how primary school.
i like :D

just to bum with you and be total nonsense [:

6:20 AM
i live for ME

SAVE ME FROM THIS CRAZE

corrinne may.
hahaha

anyway, i was just missing my lower secondary days, you know?
how we could just slack and joke in class
with nothing much to worry about apart from studies and very minor roles in our CCA and in the board.

up to now, i marvel at how quickly the past 3 years have passed.
i mean, seriously. im gna get all sentimental now, but being 16 and sec 4,
it feels that i havent grown, and at the same time, i've grown
who doesnt wna stay young and enjoy the priviledges of being carefree and all?
but damn, reality strikes back.
haha

i remember the first time i went for the GB thang - the tea party?
yea, my first friend there ( apart from grace and evan )
was DING CHEW. HAHA
we ~~did~~ LEARNT drills together! remember?
and then there was this lunch? with bernice peh swee yee
at burger king(sadly, its not there anymore)
haha yes, we still remember the conversations la.
and then of course there's NDP 04
me shima ivy and jas.
it's those times that really really slaps you in the face and leaves you bleeding

sec 2 was THE year man!
the clips, the dings
no doubt, very very tiring and draining year, but it was the best (:
well, the 6 of us - bernice, me, cheryl, varian, kuansheng, and adam
we went for this lit publishing thing? yea and we nonsensed like nobodies business, and there you have it -the clips + adam and niang.
and basketball sessions! so many of it! (:
DING? HAHA ask DING. TYPE SAL.

sec 3 was great too.
fun. i mean, new environment and new people, new friends
oh, and CHINA TRIP!
really, it just doesnt get any better [:

okay, the reason why im blogging all this nonsense out here is cause time is passing wayyyy too fast.
and it still is.
HAHA i know i know, sue me.
but yea, i love this life, you know?
nothing you can comprehend, nothing you can describe [:

this brings tears to my eyes, my sacrifice (:

12:31 AM
i live for ME

Saturday, January 27, 2007

WALAO.
bloody stalkers.
crreeeeeeppppyyyy.
help? someone?

argh.

6:17 AM
i live for ME

Friday, January 26, 2007

IF I WAS INVISIBLE

HOHO.
this feels GREAT.
i mean, yea the weather's really cold. and im bumming in front of the computer.
with a packet of wangwang! next to me
and wearing this HUGE OVERSIZED jumper.
hahaha
This
Is
Life
lol and plus the computer's playing old old old nice nice songs which i havent been listening to

Michelle Branch, Clay Aiken, O-Town, A1, S Club 7, some Ashlee simpson, Lifehouse, even Billie Piper! Blue, Damien Rice, Creed, Darius Danesh, Darren Hayes,

yep. rocks =]

of all the things i believed in
i just wanna get it over with
tears form behind my eyes
but i do not cry
counting the days that passed me by
i've been searching deep down in my soul
words that im hearing are starting to get old
feels like im starting all over again
the last three years just pretend
and i said, goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to
i still get lost in your eyes
and it seems like i can't live a day without you
closing my eyes, you chase my thoughts away
to a place where i am blinded by the light
but its not right
goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
i want what's yours and i want what's mine
i want you
but i'm not giving in this time
goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
You were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to
and when the stars fall
i will lie awake
you're my shooting star [:

i will do it for myself, and you

11:09 PM
i live for ME

ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?

today was loonngg and panicky!
school was okay. after recess went NYP
im sorry to say, but the open house WAS boring!

left and bus-ed back to school
hung around for some time, and played badminton
yea campfire was okay
FUN. made me lose my voice and all
but yes, im TOO tired to elaborate and all
just wanna thank all the TEACHERS, SENIORS, and LEADERS! :D
yeepppp. prata prata.
but cldnt even fnish one piece of kosong because my throat hurts like shit.

im now COLD
TIRED
and IN PAIN

all i wna do is talk to you
but i don't.

8:47 AM
i live for ME